If I love you, I'll let the whole world know
I'll do my best for you
I'll always be there for you
I'll do my best to be everything you wanted
I'll always have you in my mind & heart 24/7
I'll feel the pain when you're in pain
I'll feel sad when you are down
I'll feel mad when someone mistreated you
I'll try not to be mad at you for long
I'll try not to let my emotions get the better of me when I'm with you
I'll try not to hurt you with my sarcastic words
I'll try not to make you mad, sad, disappointed, angry
I'll remember every single thing we went through
I'll change my ways if you told me to
I'll do into lengths to spend time with you
I'll indirectly tell you I want you now
I'll show you that I want you a lot
I'll prove to you how much I love you
I'll be the one you can proudly tell everyone :" That's the girl I'm in love with for the rest of my life!!"
I'll love you
I'll fight for you
I'll protect you from harm
I'll never give up on you
I'll love you with all my heart & soul
Because you see, loving you is an option, leaving you is also an option. But I never, ever thought/consider/want the second option. The second option never existed in my life. I might/maybe be able to live without you, but I don't want and I don't even want to think about it.
So, I hope you felt the same way about me...
Saturday, September 29, 2012
Friday, September 28, 2012
Purple bear,
I'm nt the handsomest guy in town
I'm nt the nicest guy at all
I'm nt the richest one either
I'm nt the perfect one too but
all I noe is I have fallen for ya...
Mickey mouse,
I'm not perfect
I'm nt smart or anything
I hav a lot of bad sides to me tat u don noe yet
N plenty more past history tat u don really wanna noe
But all I noe is tat I really like u
N I cant pull myself away from u no matter how much
I wanted to...
I'm nt the handsomest guy in town
I'm nt the nicest guy at all
I'm nt the richest one either
I'm nt the perfect one too but
all I noe is I have fallen for ya...
Mickey mouse,
I'm not perfect
I'm nt smart or anything
I hav a lot of bad sides to me tat u don noe yet
N plenty more past history tat u don really wanna noe
But all I noe is tat I really like u
N I cant pull myself away from u no matter how much
I wanted to...
RX2
♥ ♥ ♥ ~HOW I "PROPOSED" TO HIM~ ♥ ♥ ♥
B: HEY RACHEL IM SORRY FOR BEING A JACKASS LAST NIGHTG: IT'S OK LAH...U DIN NOE ALSOB: din noe tat u were bored??
i noe u were boredbt then u noei dun noe hw to say it wt ui jux wanna hangout wt yaG: u din noe i was merajuk-ingbut i dun noe how- i din tell u...
- so its nt entirely ur fault lah...
- besides u were so in2 ur game, so i din wanna disturb u...B: T_Tnext time let me noe lah at leastim nt a perfect guy u noeG: how u wan me to tell u?i din noe tat u noe i was bored...B: i dun noe
- punch me maybejux tell me
- raj I MERAJUK WT UG:i did punch u..B: i noe u were bored
- coz u were watching tennis??n u said u dun watchG: i manja wif u yesterday wat...
- mayb u din realise??B:yeah i realised...u punch me...yup manjaG: haha...yeah, at least u realised tatB: communicating wthout talking...T_TG: yah...@_@B: i miss ya head on me shoulderG: i miss ur shoulder n ur smell...hahaB: my smell?? kadavule...hahahahahahaG: haha...yah i noe it sounds stupid...@_@B: tian if next time u merajuking tell me lahG: kadavule..kk..i'll tell uB: so i noeG: at onceB: i dun wanna feel guiltyG: i din noe u'll feel guiltyB: after i went back to me room...i couldnt sleep for a while..
- thinking about it...actually rachel i didnt noe wat to do to cheer u upG: its ok...now i miss u so much i feel like cryingB: im sorry tianG: my eyes r red nowB: okey okeyG: this is crazyB: lets stop emoing...wait i gt one song for ya
- G: i dunno wat is wrong wif me...i juz cant stop thinking bout u...
- B: chillax rachel..go play wt mr.rabbit
- G: its too hot outside...he's sleeping
- B: awesome
- song for ya
-
G: kk..bufferingB: coooooooool
- G: haha...thank god i stopped crying ady..
- B: dun crylah
- G: yah..i stopped ady..
- B: gud...dun cry please
- G: at least its stopped-able =)
- B: ♥ okey racheal i wanna offline, going to school wanna meet me teacher n see my mum...u take care okey..i'll see you soon okey
- G: kkB: no bubbyesG: i juz asked YeanB: then wat happenG: she told me the whole thing lah...G: kk....u hav to go rite??B: wokey..cooool
- c u at night if gt on9B:yeah
- ookeyB: we'll chat soongG:i'll tell u the story sometime ltr
- G: haha
- B: silap
- soon
- ♥ ♥ ♥
- G: ♥
- She said she asked u whether u liked me...then she told me u asked her to defined what is "like"... Thats y she gt so pissed off...
She was the first person to asked u...others all asked me..Michelle, Wancian , Boon, Genevieve, almost everyone else...i din answered them cuz i was not sure...then i asked them to asked u... I also dunno how to explained lah..i said we r fren, they say we r couple..so i also ???- But actually...
- B: wokey wokey cooooooooooooool... hey hw u doing now?? had u r dinner.. i actually jux woke an hour ago, had me dinner n 0n9lining.. hw was the song jux now??
- G: the song was nice
- i had light dinnerB:mine was a bit light too i think..i had my lunch at 5pm
- G: 6pmG: funny...B: awesome!
- B: punny..
- ntg jux bored
- G: emo-ing is my fav hobby now..
- B: hahahahha...since when u became emo gurl
- G:after i met uB: so same goes to me i guessG: yah...u hav the ability to seriously change my moodB: wait...to good mood or bad mood or vice versa
- G: both
- B: both
- which both?
- good to bad
- bad to goodG:bad to good
- good to bad
- depends on the situation
B: awesomeG: u??G: ur emo-ing / moodB:u here means on wat topic - B: me...
- hurmmm
- i dun noe
- i jux love the way u arethere
- when we lepakwhen we stadywhen i get scoldingwhen i get cubitwhen i get punchwhen i get me legs steppedand all i noe is that the gurl ends up sleeping on me shoulder when she is tiredG: now u r making me cry
- B: hey tian...dun like this lah..dun cry..u said to me u nt gonna cry
- G: trying not to
- B: hey i jux saw this picture...u liked it too
- G: i hav to ask u sth...if i don ask i'll really go out of my mind soon
- B: ok
- G: n i m gonna cry if i don ask
- B: okey don cry
- G: do u like me??
- B: =P
- G: ...i nid an answer n i m serious
- B: okey rachel like this lah..i think i do have affections on ya.. i noe u noe i have.. i would said as like coz like isnt the word to describe wats going on between us.. when people ask me, i think me my mind.. she is my girlfriend but i love the way punch me, the way the puts her head on me shoulder.. i love our friendship which accidentally i must have jux fallen for you..i WOULDNT* SAY IT AS "LIKE"
- G: so u like me?
- B: THIS SONG WILL DESCRIBE IT FOR YA
- YEAH I AM FALLEN FOR YA RACHEL TIAN HUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
- G: i m smiling now n i wish u can c it...n yes Raj, i like u since the day u met me at IRC when we hav Dance discussion...n yeah i hav been waiting 4 u to say it since tat day we went to the park
- G: n i wan wondering wat else do i hav to do to make u say itB:♥
- B: i didnt want to answer ur frends coz its u i should tell u noe ♥
- tats wahy i didnt asnwer yenG:yeah..should hav know tat trick din work..i was actually the one who gav tat idea anywayB: WAT? kadavule...u little bad naughty girlG: at first when i noe sth isn't right btwn us, i wanted to back outB: then??G: well...it din work..u hav the ability to pull me back like a magnet.. =PB: wow..i din noeG: now u noeB: yeahG: tats y sometimes i'll gt really angry at myself cuz i noe i liked u, bt i wasn't sure if u like me, n i can't pull myself away fr uB: hauntedG: yah...tat song describe me best when im confused bout usB: u noe the song i gave u this morning, it had lbh kurang some things i wanted to let u noe by the lyrics..so u noe lah..b4 u make any decisionG: when u started dedicating songs, tats when i started to wanna ask u..B: yeah...i dedicated the song coz it mean sth to me that i wanted u to noeG: i could almost guess it a little, bt i was too scared to ask
- n i was terrified of ur answer/ reactionB:yeah somemore like u said earlier...we known each other nt even a month..so i jux let the time give the answer..but since u asked me..better i tell u the answer..wat i felt towards yaG: i wanted to wait too...bt then i really wanna noe ur answer, n everyone was telling me tat u liked me, n i noe tat u noe i liked u too...so i decided to askedB: gud gud
- this is my song now lahits crazy how we meet girl!1G: yah..i noe..its crazy!!
- its insane
- n confusing
- n frustating
- wif a lot of mood swings
HAPPY BELATED 1ST TIME WE MET ANNIVERSARY, MICKEY MOUSE!!! *MUACKS LOVE, LURVE YOU MY BABY BOY, NO MATTER WHAT..
♥ ♥ ♥
- i din tell u...
Friday, September 7, 2012
RX2
Happy 2 Month Anniversary, honey honey mickey baby!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! Eventhough we were together for only 2 months, I felt like I have know you for the rest of my life. I just want to tell you that I really am thankful, grateful and lucky to have you as my boyfriend. I really, really appreciate every moment when you were by my side. Everyday when I wake up, I think of what I am going to do with you the whole day and what is our plans for the next day. I don't remember if I ever tell you dear, but everytime when I think of something, I will always include you in my plans. I want to live life for the both of us,dear. I can see us in the future, living happily ever afer in a place where there is only the both of us, where I can show the whole world how much I love you, and I know you can see it too. Love you, dear, no matter what happened and what is going to happen in the future. You are my everything, and you mean everything to me. I can't imagine life without you by my side. You are the one that I seek console and comfort when I am down, you are the one that bring light to me when I am in the dark, you are the star that look after me when I am asleep, you are one that can see the true reason behind my every tear, anger and smile, you are the one that understands me more than I do myself, and most important of all...you are the one that make me believe there is a thing called TRUE LOVE. I LOVE YOU!!
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