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7 Things I Liked About You :
1) He likes my peach scented lotion
2) He likes to sleep on my lap
3) He falls asleep easily when I sing him a song and caress his face
4) He likes giving me small surprises every now and then
5) His way of telling me that he loves me is through words of affirmation
6) He gives me small but meaningful gifts
7) He dedicates a song to me every night before I sleep.

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He just gave me a shock of my lifetime today!!! OMG!!

Okay, so basically, this was what happened. We had Raya break from 16th August till 24th August, and our study week is on 25th August till 29th August. So we were apart for 10 days, till today.
I admit that I really misses him like hell. I mean, come on! We spent every single day together, eventhough we are taking different courses (He is Petroleum Engineering, and I am Electrical and Electronic Engineering). Taking that into account, and that the only lectures that we attended together was Moral Studies, we practically spent every time available with each other. Yeah, I know it sounds cliche, but the only thing I can say is that " love is in the air".

Anyway, back to the topic. Okay, so where were we??? Oh right, the fact that I miss him like hell. I came back early before the Raya Break ends, as we are going to have our finals on the 30th August, and studying at home is totally impossible. My roomate haven't came back, so I had the whole room to myself (shouting gleefully inside! ^_^ ). But boy, how boring the days could be, not to mention that he is not back yet, and neither is most of my friends. So, we were calling each other most of the nights starting from the day I came back (which was a Wednesday). I can't believe how much I miss him, to the extreme extend that I was crying one night, and he felt really guilty for not being here for me.

Basically, I was going through the same routine every single day. Wake up, breakfast, study, lunch, study, videos, dinner, videos, tetris, sleep. I was seriously bored stiff and sick of studying, add in the fact that he told me that he is going to come back late, I was so devasted.

So this afternoon, around 3pm, he texted me saying that a friend of his is coming back early, and he is going to pass his jacket to me, so that the jacket is going to smell like me, and he is bringing the jacket along with him to finals, acting like a lucky charm. Which is really weird and doesn't make any sense to me at all at first, but I was like :"Okay, it is my boyfriend's jacket, and I can hug it to sleep everynight till he comes back and it might lessen the felling of missing him. " So I said I am okay, and he said he will message me when should I come down from my block to take the jacket from his friend.

Well, let's just sy that the friend must have got lost on the way back to the university, and I was waiting for his news, and I can't do anything the whole day. I was thinking of taking an afternoon nap, but I was afraid that he might text me when I was sleeping, so I didn't sleep. That was when I start getting really pissed off with him, and I was asking myself : " It only takes 1 hours to travel back to the university from where he stays, so what is taking the fella so damn freaking long??!! ". In the end, I decided to just crash on my bed.

Then I woke up at around 6pm, and I got a text from him asking me have I took the jacket. I was a bit surprised as he told me that he will message me the time to take the jacket, but he didn't, and now he is asking if I have took the jacket. I told him no, and that I want to take a shower and go Village 2 (V2) to eat dinner with my friends. He told me to go ahead, and he will ask the fella to give it to me when I go and have my dinner. I told him :" Dinner is around 7pm, at V2." He texted me back saying :" Cool, okay. You shower first, meanwhile I message and ask his location. ".

After I came out from the shower, I got a text from him saying :" Hey, he is going to have dinner at V5 now, so he will send it there, around 7pm. " So I came down from my block, and pushed my bike to the cafe, and sat on a stone bench while waiting for the friend. That is when I got a call from him, and he asked me where I was. I told him my location, and we start chatting (usual couple topics...). And he told me that he is coming back on the 29th, which is a day before the finals.

I was even more devasted when I heard that, as I had to go through God knows how many agonizing days without him here. I was a little, teeny weenie mad, as he came back late just so that he could have the car. I can't believe my boyfrined choosed the car over me! Then, when I turned around, he was walking towards me from behind. I got a shock of my life!Seriously! 

I practically jumped up, literally! All sorts of emotions and feeling was running through me, mad, happy, shocked, relieved and many more that words can't describe. I was nearing to tears. My boyfriend just told me he is coming back late, and all of a sudden he just appeared. The feelings of finally seeing someone that you missed so much till your haert ache is just undescribeable. I was mad at him for letting me stay alone here, and feeling lonely. I should have guessed something was fishy when he asked me whether I got the jacket or not. Well, he deserved a punch or two for that.

But on the whole, I was really happy and zappy to see him. He told me he want give me a small surprised, as we had not see each other for 10 days. I was touched that he would go through all lengths and make plans to give me a small surprise as a redemption for making me cry. It was just one of those sweet acts of him that make me love him more everyday. I know that it might sound like it is not such a big deal, but this is my boyfriend, so who cares??

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You asked me what I have always wanted to do with my boyfriend some time ago...
So here is my answer for you : I want to travel around the world with you =)
And we will have memories that only belong to me and you.
HAPPY "3 MONTH SINCE WE MET" ANNIVERSARY!!!!

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Sometimes, I just need to see you smile, and all of my worries, troubles are gone in an instant.

But sometimes, when I see you cry or down, my heart seems to break into a million pieces.

Promise me I will never see you cry??

Messages He Sent 2 Me...

Love you so much badly, madly, crazily, wanna hold you tight by my side, with fragrance of your hair as you lay your head on my shoulder.
I wanna be with you, don't wanna leave or let you go for even a moment.
Minutes are felt like days being apart from you...
There is gotta be a million reasons why this is true, when you looked me in the eyes and tell me that you love me.
Everything is alright when you are right here by my side, when I hold you in my arms, I know that is forever.
I just got to let you know I never wanna let you go...I catch a glimpse of heaven.
How long will I be waiting to be with you again?
I'm gonna tell you that I love you in the best way that I can...I can't take a day without you here, you're the light that makes my darkness disappear...

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The sweetest and most amazing of us is that we can always read each other's mind and know what the other half is thinking. 
You always know what I was feeling, what I was thinking and what I was going through. Sometimes, you even know me better than I know myself. That was the sweetest of you...
You told me that you always know when I am in pain or when I am hurt, or when I am crying alone and don't want you to find out...
The sweetest of you is you told me that you will always be there for me...~forever and always~

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This whole month was freaking horrible..nothing seems to go right for me. =(

All of a sudden, our relationship went through a seriously rough patch..and it just keeps getting worse starting from there. Ever since we start on 5th July till now, I have cried god knows how many times because of what is going on between us. 

I know you are trying your best and putting in a huge effort just to be with me. But, all that I want you to know is that I really don't care what or who you are. All I know is that I LOVE LOVE you..

It's been a month since we coupled, and we had went through 5 rough patches, and all of them are all serious  and major problems. I really don't know what to do..The problems just keeps coming on, one after another. And sometimes, I feel like this relationship is making me suffocate, and I know you are suffocating and tired out by it too, you just didn't tell me. 

Sometimes, I found myself thinking that it would maybe have been better if I had just let you go, and let you be with another girl that you might be happier with, that you can understand each other. And when I think of these, I remembered what you always tell me, you said you will never let me go no matter what, you will never give up on us. 

That was the sweetest of you. That is what makes me hold on to our relationship, that is what makes me believe that we are meant to be together forever. 

Like how you said, every time you looked me in the eyes, you can see the fire that keeps the both of us going. But when I cry, you said the fire disappeared and is replaced by tears of misery, I promised you that I will never cry. 

I want you to know that, it is always going to be hard for both of us, everything is going to be hard on us, because we are from two totally different world.

But the best part, is that we love each other and we understand each other, language is never a barrier between us, nothing is between us, as long as I have you.

I will do my best to be with you, and never make you cry or break your heart..

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The worst feeling that you can get is when you know you have hurt the feelings of the person you liked, and there is nothing that you can do to make up for it. When you lied to them about your true feelings, even though it may seemed like a white lie to you, and you don't want to tell then because you are afraid they might get hurt because of your words...that is what that hurts them the most...because they thought you trust them, and you'll tell them everything...but you lied instead. The feeling of betrayal hurts them more than you could ever imagine...and the punishment of doing this is watching them being hurt and in pain...

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Feeling hyper happy!! =)

Smiling like a complete idiot, but who cares?!
Listening to your voice thru the phone, and wondering if you could tell from my voice that the uncontrollable smile was happening all over again..
It's crazy how we meet
It's crazy how we collided
It's crazy the chemistry reacted between us
It's crazy how the sparks fly between us
It's crazy the number of anniversaries we celebrate each month
It's crazy how we both acted when we're together
It's crazy how we can understand each other
It's crazy how much I miss you when you are not by my side 

Basically speaking...

 IT'S CRAZY HOW MUCH I LIKE YOU !!!