Saturday, December 8, 2012

RX2

Hullo!!
It's been awhile since  I last updated my blog..I'm so stressed out with my assignments and test, and finals coming up...thank god I got my Bby with me. You're the best Bby!! 
I can't believe my second semester is going to finish...Whew! Time flies real fast... Anyway, I wanna shout out something :" Happy 5 month Anniversary Baby boy!! " I love you so much..hehe...*too bad we didn't get to celebrate because of the annoying test we had this week. * Sorry Bby, we KIV it, then next month anniversary we celebrate all 2 together okay? ...WAIT!! Next month 5th, we are having exam week!! OMG...kadavule...Okay okay..push again to February 5th. So that makes it a 3 month celebration together. We celebrate awesome one okay? So on the 5th Feb 2013 is our 7 month anniversary. Wow! Hihi.. ^~^Y

Had a really tiring month, I'm exhausted and worn out, felt like I'm living on the next day depending on coffee, lots and lots of coffee. I'm so gonna be sick after finals are over. Especially on test week..O_O I just realized I'm so lagging behind on my studies. Basically :
Chemistry     = I'm only halfway where the lecturer is... (pathetic, pathetic >___< )
Physics         = The lectures is killing me with his droning of lecture, and I'm dozing of at the back   = (Racheal's lullaby) 
Pre-calculus  = At least I can understand a little of what he is teaching, after staring at the same page for the past 1 hour...
English          = Hmm...I guess I'm doing okay??
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I"M SO SCREWED UP REAL BADLY!!!!


Huhuhuhu...I gotta study, study, study and study...I gotta slave over my thick, heavy books...I gotta locked myself in room and stare at the notes till they are imprinted in my brain...I gotta camp out in the IRC till finals are over...
Conclusion : My days just took a turn for the worse. >____<!!!
Hmm....Better start on it...
PS: But first off, I gotta go and lie on my bed and hug my newest item on my bed which has keep me smiling like a goon while I sleep.. Hehe...Guess what it is?

Friday, November 23, 2012

RX2

为你翘课的那一天
The day when I skipped class for you
教室的那一间
That classroom
下雨的那一天

The day when it rained
我怎么看不见

Why can't I see
消失的下雨天

The rainy day that disappeared
我好想再淋一遍

I want to get soaked in the rain again
没想到失去的勇气我还留着

I can't believe the I still had the courage that I thought had disappeared
好想再问一遍

I wanted so badly to ask you again
你会等待还是离开

Will you wait or will you leave
刮风这天

On this windy day
我试过握着你手

I tried to hold your hand
但偏偏 雨渐渐

But slowly, the rain
大到我看你不见

Got so heavy that I could no longer see you
还要多久

How long is it
我才能在你身边
Till I can be by your side

等到放晴的那天
Wait till the sky had started to clear
也许我会比较好一点

Maybe I'll be better
从前从前

A long, long time ago
有个人爱你很久

There was someone who loved you for a very long time
但偏偏 风渐渐

But, the wind slowly
把距离吹得好远

Blow the distance between us further away
好不容易

It wasn't easy
又能再多爱一天
That we can love for another one more day

但故事的最后
But at the ending of the story
你好像还是说了

I think you said
拜拜

Bye-bye

Friday, October 12, 2012

RX2

~7 SWEET THINGS ABOUT MY BOYFREN~
1) He cycles from V6 to V5 everyday just to see me
2) He never lets me walk back to my block alone no matter how tired is he
3) He comes and pick me up after my lectures when he knows I'm not feeling well
4) He treats nearly my every meal since we first met
5) He study every night so that he can teach me if I don't know
6) He fetches me on my bike more than once
7) He knows me more than I  know myself

I love my boyfriend to eternity!!!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Saturday, October 6, 2012

~SWEET LOVE~
LOVE YOU,HONEY!! Woke up early in the morning, and missing you all of a sudden. So I went through all our pictures..MY BOYFREN IS SHOOOO SWEET!! *I can never get tired of telling the whole world that* I LOVE, LURVE MY BOYFREN!!! HE IS MINE, AND I'M HIS!!

Remember this??
1st COUPLE ITEM WE BOTH OWN.
Hihi...so cute. I gave it to you after we coupled (my first gift to you,and to a guy). ^~^Y 


1ST GIFT YOU GAVE ME

And you gave me this, after I gave you the dolphin. Hehe..you planned to give it to me in the park, but we didn't went that day, so you gave me in V5 cafe. It was still romantic and sweet to me, honey..no matter where you give it to me. See?? It's the thought that counts..*muacks*




Hihi..I bought you this when I went to KL Sentral. I saw it and it reminded me of you. My Mickey Mouse that ended up with a lost case Purple Bear..Sigh. What a lost case and blurry Purple Bear..


Your name starts with a R, my name also starts with a R..
~Awesome-ly sweet~
R2....


Hmmm...I still haven't found a purple coloured bear bear for you...
Never mind, I still got 7 years to find for it..
We find for a Mickey Mouse + Purple Bear coupled bear..I'm sure there is one out there...


MICKEY MOUSE + PURPLE BEAR =  ~ MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN!! ~

Friday, October 5, 2012

RX2

HAPPY 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY HONEY!!!!!LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! *MUACKS x 100*HONEY HONEY, SUGAR BABY, SWEETY PIGGY!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Every sweet acts of yours takes away my breath & my heartbeat...
Felt so grateful, thankful and lucky to have you, honey!!

~Heartbeat~
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
You want to argue with me, but I'm not that bored
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
I don't know how to apologize, I'm not that smart
好想要回到我们的原点
I want to go back to where we started
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
You are crying again, but I can't comfort you
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
I'm shaking my head again, there's the feeling of regret
爱情的发展已难以回头 却无法往前走
We can't turn back the blossom of love between us, but I can't move on
但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
My feelings surged and took over me, how many problems can two heart take?
爱让我们流多少眼泪
How many tears have we shed because of love?
你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
Your eyes were brimming with beauty, and it took away my heartbeat
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
Your tenderness is so close to me, it took away my heartbeat
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
Time has turn back to the beginning, can you give me a moment?
等着哪一天你也想起
I'll be waiting for that day when you'll also remember
那悬在记忆中的美好

The happiness that hovers in your memories...

Saturday, September 29, 2012

That's Me...

If I love you, I'll let the whole world know
I'll do my best for you
I'll always be there for you
I'll do my best to be everything you wanted
I'll always have you in my mind & heart 24/7
I'll feel the pain when you're in pain
I'll feel sad when you are down
I'll feel mad when someone mistreated you
I'll try not to be mad at you for long
I'll try not to let my emotions get the better of me when I'm with you
I'll try not to hurt you with my sarcastic words
I'll try not to make you mad, sad, disappointed, angry
I'll remember every single thing we went through
I'll change my ways if you told me to
I'll do into lengths to spend time with you
I'll indirectly tell you I want you now
I'll show you that I want you a lot
I'll prove to you how much I love you
I'll be the one you can proudly tell everyone :" That's the girl I'm in love with for the rest of my life!!"

I'll love you
I'll fight for you
I'll protect you from harm
I'll never give up on you
I'll love you with all my heart & soul


Because you see, loving you is an option, leaving you is also an option. But I never, ever thought/consider/want the second option. The second option never existed in my life. I might/maybe be able to live without you, but I don't want and I don't even want to think about it. 
So, I hope you felt the same way about me...

Friday, September 28, 2012

Purple bear, 

I'm nt the handsomest guy in town


I'm nt the nicest guy at all

I'm nt the richest one either

I'm nt the perfect one too but 

all I noe is I have fallen for ya...


Mickey mouse,


I'm not perfect

I'm nt smart or anything

I hav a lot of bad  sides to me tat u don noe yet

N plenty more past history tat u don really wanna noe

But all I noe is tat I really like u

N I cant pull myself away from u no matter how much 

wanted to...


RX2


                •  ♥ ♥ ♥ ~HOW I "PROPOSED" TO HIM~   ♥ ♥ ♥

                  B:  HEY RACHEL IM SORRY FOR BEING A JACKASS LAST NIGHT
                  G: IT'S OK LAH...U DIN NOE ALSO
                  B: din noe tat u were bored??
                       i noe u were bored
                       bt then u noe
                       i dun noe hw to say it wt u
                       i jux wanna hangout wt ya
                       but i dun noe how
                  G: u din noe i was merajuk-ing
                    •      i din tell u...
                      •      so its nt entirely ur fault lah...
                      •      besides u were so in2 ur game, so i din wanna disturb   u...
                        B:  T_T
                             next time let me noe lah at least
                             
                        im nt a perfect guy u noe
                        G:  how u wan me to tell u?
                              i din noe tat u noe i was bored...
                        B:   i dun noe
                        •       punch me maybe
                                
                          jux tell me
                          •       raj I MERAJUK WT U
                            G:  
                            i did punch u..
                            B:   i noe u were bored
                            •       coz u were watching tennis?? 
                              n u said u dun watch
                              G:  i manja wif u yesterday wat...
                              •      mayb u din realise??
                                B:  
                                yeah i realised...u punch me...yup manja
                                G:  haha...yeah, at least u realised tat
                                B:  communicating wthout talking...T_T
                                G:  yah...@_@
                                B:  i miss ya head on me shoulder
                                G:  i miss ur shoulder n ur smell...haha
                                B:  my smell?? kadavule...hahahahahaha
                                G:  haha...yah i noe it sounds stupid...@_@
                                B:  tian if next time u merajuking tell me lah
                                G:  kadavule..kk..i'll tell u
                                B:  so i noe
                                G:  at once
                                B:  i dun wanna feel guilty
                                G: i din noe u'll feel guilty
                                B:  after i went back to me room...i couldnt sleep for a while..
                                •      thinking about it...
                                  actually rachel i didnt noe wat to do to cheer u up
                                  G:  its ok...now i miss u so much i feel like crying
                                  B:  im sorry tian
                                  G:  my eyes r red now
                                  B:  okey okey
                                  G:  this is crazy
                                  B:  lets stop emoing...wait i gt one song for ya
                                • G:  i dunno wat is wrong wif me...i juz cant stop thinking bout u...
                                • B:  chillax rachel..go play wt mr.rabbit
                                • G:  its too hot outside...he's sleeping
                                • B:  awesome
                                  •      song for ya
                                  • G:  kk..buffering
                                    B:  coooooooool
                                  • G:  haha...thank god i stopped crying ady..
                                  • B:  dun crylah
                                  • G:  yah..i stopped ady..
                                  • B:  gud...dun cry please
                                  • G:  at least its stopped-able =)
                                  • B:  ♥ okey racheal i wanna offline, going to school wanna meet me teacher n  see my mum...u take care okey..i'll see you soon okey
                                    • G:  kk
                                      B:  no bubbyes
                                      G:  i juz asked Yean
                                      B:  then wat happen
                                      G:  she told me the whole thing lah...
                                      B:  wokey..cooool
                                      G:  kk....u hav to go rite??
                                      •       c u at night if gt on9
                                        B:  
                                        yeah
                                        •      ookey
                                          G:  
                                          i'll tell u the story sometime ltr
                                          B:  we'll chat soong
                                        • G:  haha
                                        • B:  silap
                                        •      soon
                                        •      ♥ ♥ ♥
                                        • G:  ♥
                                        •      She said she asked u whether u liked me...then she told me u asked her to defined what is "like"...
                                        •      Thats y she gt so pissed off...
                                               She was the first person to asked u...others all asked me..Michelle, Wancian , Boon, Genevieve, almost everyone else...i din      answered them cuz i was not sure...then i asked them to asked u... I also dunno how to explained lah..i said we r fren, they say we r   couple..so i also ???
                                           But actually...
                                          B:  wokey wokey cooooooooooooool... hey hw u doing now?? had u r dinner.. i actually jux woke an hour ago, had me dinner n        0n9lining.. hw was the song jux now??
                                          G:  the song was nice
                                        •      i had light dinner
                                          B:  
                                          mine was a bit light too i think..i had my lunch at 5pm
                                          • G:  6pm
                                            B:  awesome!
                                            G:  funny...
                                          • B:  punny..
                                          •      ntg jux bored
                                          • G:  emo-ing is my fav hobby now..
                                          • B:  hahahahha...since when u became emo gurl
                                            • G:  
                                              after i met u
                                              B:  so same goes to me i guess
                                              G:  yah...u hav the ability to seriously change my mood
                                              B:  wait...to good mood or bad mood or vice versa
                                                • G:  both
                                                • B:  both
                                                  •      which both? 
                                                    •      good to bad
                                                    •      bad to good
                                                      G:  
                                                      bad to good
                                                      •     good to bad
                                                      •     depends on the situation
                                                      B:  awesome
                                                      G:  u??
                                                      B:  
                                                      u here means on wat topic
                                                      G:  ur emo-ing / mood
                                                    • B:  me...
                                                      •      hurmmm
                                                      •      i dun noe
                                                      •      i jux love the way u are 
                                                        there
                                                      •      when we lepak
                                                             when we stady
                                                             when i get scoldingwhen i get cubit
                                                             when i get punch
                                                             when i get me legs stepped
                                                             and all i noe is that the gurl ends up sleeping on me shoulder when   she is tired
                                                        G:  now u r making me cry
                                                      • B:  hey tian...dun like this lah..dun cry..u said to me u nt gonna cry
                                                      • G:  trying not to
                                                      • B:  hey i jux saw this picture...u liked it too
                                                      • G:  i hav to ask u sth...if i don ask i'll really go out of my mind soon
                                                      • B:  ok
                                                      • G:  n i m gonna cry if i don ask
                                                      • B:  okey don cry
                                                      • G:  do u like me??
                                                      • B:  =P
                                                      • G:  ...i nid an answer n i m serious
                                                      • B:  okey rachel like this lah..i think i do have affections on ya.. i noe u noe i have.. i would said as like coz like isnt the word to describe    wats going on between us.. when people ask me, i think me my mind.. she is my girlfriend but i love the way punch me, the way the puts her head on me shoulder.. i love our friendship which accidentally i must have jux fallen for you..i WOULDNT* SAY IT AS "LIKE"
                                                      • G:  so u like me?
                                                      • B:  THIS SONG WILL DESCRIBE IT FOR YA
                                                        •       YEAH I AM FALLEN FOR YA RACHEL TIAN HUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥ 
                                                          ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
                                                      • G:  i m smiling now n i wish u can c it...n yes Raj, i like u since the day u met me at IRC when we hav Dance discussion...n yeah i hav been waiting 4 u to say it since tat day we went to the park
                                                        • B:  
                                                          G:  n i wan wondering wat else do i hav to do to make u say it
                                                        • B:  i didnt want to answer ur frends coz its u i should tell u noe ♥
                                                          •      tats wahy i didnt asnwer yen
                                                            G:  
                                                            yeah..should hav know tat trick din work..i was actually the one who  gav tat idea anyway
                                                            B:  WAT? kadavule...u little bad naughty girl
                                                            G:  at first when i noe sth isn't right btwn us, i wanted to back out
                                                            B:  then??
                                                            G:  well...it din work..u hav the ability to pull me back like a magnet.. =P
                                                            B: wow..i din noe
                                                            G: now u noe
                                                            B: yeah   
                                                            G: tats y sometimes i'll gt really angry at myself cuz i noe i liked u, bt i wasn't sure if u like me, n i can't pull myself away fr u
                                                            B: haunted
                                                            G: yah...tat song describe me best when im confused bout us
                                                            B: u noe the song i gave u this morning, it had lbh kurang some things i wanted to let u noe by the lyrics..so u noe lah..b4 u make any decision
                                                            G: when u started dedicating songs, tats when i started to wanna ask u..
                                                            B: yeah...i dedicated the song coz it mean sth to me that i wanted u to noe
                                                            G: i could almost guess it a little, bt i was too scared to ask
                                                            •     n i was terrified of ur answer/ reaction
                                                              B: 
                                                              yeah somemore like u said earlier...we known each other nt even a    month..so i jux let the time give the answer..but since u asked   me..better i tell u the answer..wat i felt towards ya
                                                              G: i wanted to wait too...bt then i really wanna noe ur answer, n everyone was telling me tat u liked me, n i noe tat u noe i liked u too...so i decided to asked
                                                              B: gud gud
                                                              •     this is my song now lah
                                                                    
                                                                its crazy how we meet girl!1
                                                                G: yah..i noe..its crazy!!
                                                                •      its insane
                                                                •      n confusing
                                                                •      n frustating
                                                                •     wif a lot of mood swings

                                                                  HAPPY BELATED 1ST TIME WE MET ANNIVERSARY, MICKEY MOUSE!!! *MUACKS LOVE, LURVE YOU MY BABY BOY, NO MATTER WHAT..

                                                                   ♥ ♥ ♥

                                                                      

    Friday, September 7, 2012

    RX2

    Happy 2 Month Anniversary, honey honey mickey baby!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!      Eventhough we were together for only 2 months, I felt like I have know you for the rest of my life. I just want to tell you that I really am thankful, grateful and lucky to have you as my boyfriend. I really, really appreciate every moment when you were by my side. Everyday when I wake up, I think of what I am going to do with you the whole day and what is our plans for the next day. I don't remember if I ever tell you dear, but everytime when I think of something, I will always include you in my plans. I want to live life for the both of us,dear. I can see us in the future, living happily ever afer in a place where there is only the both of us, where I can show the whole world how much I love you, and I know you can see it too. Love you, dear, no matter what happened and what is going to happen in the future. You are my everything, and you mean everything to me. I can't imagine life without you by my side. You are the one that I seek console and comfort when I am down, you are the one that bring light to me when I am in the dark, you are the star that look after me when I am asleep, you are one that can see the true reason behind my every tear, anger and smile, you are the one that understands me more than I do myself, and most important of all...you are the one that make me believe there is a thing called TRUE LOVE. I LOVE YOU!!  

    Monday, August 27, 2012

    RX2

    7 Things I Liked About You :
    1) He likes my peach scented lotion
    2) He likes to sleep on my lap
    3) He falls asleep easily when I sing him a song and caress his face
    4) He likes giving me small surprises every now and then
    5) His way of telling me that he loves me is through words of affirmation
    6) He gives me small but meaningful gifts
    7) He dedicates a song to me every night before I sleep.

    Sunday, August 26, 2012

    RX2

    He just gave me a shock of my lifetime today!!! OMG!!

    Okay, so basically, this was what happened. We had Raya break from 16th August till 24th August, and our study week is on 25th August till 29th August. So we were apart for 10 days, till today.
    I admit that I really misses him like hell. I mean, come on! We spent every single day together, eventhough we are taking different courses (He is Petroleum Engineering, and I am Electrical and Electronic Engineering). Taking that into account, and that the only lectures that we attended together was Moral Studies, we practically spent every time available with each other. Yeah, I know it sounds cliche, but the only thing I can say is that " love is in the air".

    Anyway, back to the topic. Okay, so where were we??? Oh right, the fact that I miss him like hell. I came back early before the Raya Break ends, as we are going to have our finals on the 30th August, and studying at home is totally impossible. My roomate haven't came back, so I had the whole room to myself (shouting gleefully inside! ^_^ ). But boy, how boring the days could be, not to mention that he is not back yet, and neither is most of my friends. So, we were calling each other most of the nights starting from the day I came back (which was a Wednesday). I can't believe how much I miss him, to the extreme extend that I was crying one night, and he felt really guilty for not being here for me.

    Basically, I was going through the same routine every single day. Wake up, breakfast, study, lunch, study, videos, dinner, videos, tetris, sleep. I was seriously bored stiff and sick of studying, add in the fact that he told me that he is going to come back late, I was so devasted.

    So this afternoon, around 3pm, he texted me saying that a friend of his is coming back early, and he is going to pass his jacket to me, so that the jacket is going to smell like me, and he is bringing the jacket along with him to finals, acting like a lucky charm. Which is really weird and doesn't make any sense to me at all at first, but I was like :"Okay, it is my boyfriend's jacket, and I can hug it to sleep everynight till he comes back and it might lessen the felling of missing him. " So I said I am okay, and he said he will message me when should I come down from my block to take the jacket from his friend.

    Well, let's just sy that the friend must have got lost on the way back to the university, and I was waiting for his news, and I can't do anything the whole day. I was thinking of taking an afternoon nap, but I was afraid that he might text me when I was sleeping, so I didn't sleep. That was when I start getting really pissed off with him, and I was asking myself : " It only takes 1 hours to travel back to the university from where he stays, so what is taking the fella so damn freaking long??!! ". In the end, I decided to just crash on my bed.

    Then I woke up at around 6pm, and I got a text from him asking me have I took the jacket. I was a bit surprised as he told me that he will message me the time to take the jacket, but he didn't, and now he is asking if I have took the jacket. I told him no, and that I want to take a shower and go Village 2 (V2) to eat dinner with my friends. He told me to go ahead, and he will ask the fella to give it to me when I go and have my dinner. I told him :" Dinner is around 7pm, at V2." He texted me back saying :" Cool, okay. You shower first, meanwhile I message and ask his location. ".

    After I came out from the shower, I got a text from him saying :" Hey, he is going to have dinner at V5 now, so he will send it there, around 7pm. " So I came down from my block, and pushed my bike to the cafe, and sat on a stone bench while waiting for the friend. That is when I got a call from him, and he asked me where I was. I told him my location, and we start chatting (usual couple topics...). And he told me that he is coming back on the 29th, which is a day before the finals.

    I was even more devasted when I heard that, as I had to go through God knows how many agonizing days without him here. I was a little, teeny weenie mad, as he came back late just so that he could have the car. I can't believe my boyfrined choosed the car over me! Then, when I turned around, he was walking towards me from behind. I got a shock of my life!Seriously! 

    I practically jumped up, literally! All sorts of emotions and feeling was running through me, mad, happy, shocked, relieved and many more that words can't describe. I was nearing to tears. My boyfriend just told me he is coming back late, and all of a sudden he just appeared. The feelings of finally seeing someone that you missed so much till your haert ache is just undescribeable. I was mad at him for letting me stay alone here, and feeling lonely. I should have guessed something was fishy when he asked me whether I got the jacket or not. Well, he deserved a punch or two for that.

    But on the whole, I was really happy and zappy to see him. He told me he want give me a small surprised, as we had not see each other for 10 days. I was touched that he would go through all lengths and make plans to give me a small surprise as a redemption for making me cry. It was just one of those sweet acts of him that make me love him more everyday. I know that it might sound like it is not such a big deal, but this is my boyfriend, so who cares??